Chapter 20 - The Replacement

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Chapter 20 - The Replacement

The young man stepped barefoot onto the laboratory floor.

He looked twenty-five.

Maybe twenty-six.

But the monitor beside his capsule said he had existed for more than sixty years.

Across his chest, beneath the left collarbone, the black identification mark remained visible.

**E-17-R**

My designation.

My replacement.

Marcus kept his gun aimed at him.

“Don't move.”

The young man looked at the weapon.

Then at Marcus.

“You won't shoot me.”

“You don't know me.”

“I know everything they recorded about you.”

Marcus's expression changed.

“What does that mean?”

The young man smiled.

“Marcus Vale. Born Marcus Shaw under a sealed certificate. Raised by Margaret Vale. Younger brother of Daniel Vale. Reported dead twice, legally dead once.”

Marcus tightened his grip.

“You memorized files.”

“No.”

“Then what?”

The young man's eyes moved toward Edmund.

“Tell them.”

Edmund stared at him.

“I thought you were dead.”

“Everyone in this family thinks that eventually.”

The sentence sounded like something one of us would say.

That frightened me.

“What are you?” I asked.

His gaze returned to me.

“That's rude.”

“You just climbed out of a capsule with my project number tattooed on your chest.”

“Fair.”

He looked down at himself.

Then toward a cabinet.

“May I have clothes?”

Nobody answered.

He smiled.

“I assume that's a no.”

Daniel Vale removed his coat and threw it toward him.

The young man caught it.

Their faces were disturbingly similar.

Not identical.

But close enough that I understood why Marcus had initially said his brother's name.

“Thank you,” the young man said.

Daniel stared.

“Who created you?”

“Reginald.”

“When?”

“Depends what you mean by created.”

“Born.”

“1965.”

Marcus laughed.

“That would make you sixty-one.”

“Yes.”

“You look twenty-five.”

“Yes.”

“How?”

The young man looked toward Edmund.

“Same reason he looks thirty-five.”

Edmund shook his head.

“No. My treatment requires continuous intervention.”

“Mine doesn't.”

That silenced him.

For the first time, Edmund looked at the young man not with fear.

With envy.

“What did Reginald do?”

“He improved your work.”

Edmund's face hardened.

“My work wasn't meant for this.”

“Everyone says that after someone else succeeds.”

I stepped closer.

“Why are you called E-17-R?”

His expression changed.

“Because the designation wasn't originally yours.”

My stomach tightened.

“What?”

“You were given E-17 after Daniel Hart rescued you.”

“But Project EVE records—”

“Were rewritten.”

“By who?”

“Daniel Hart.”

My father had rewritten my genetic profile.

We already knew that.

But apparently he had changed the project designation too.

“Why?”

“To hide me.”

The room became silent.

“You?”

“Yes.”

“You were E-17.”

“Originally.”

“Then what was I?”

The young man looked toward the dark corridor.

“Unnumbered.”

I almost laughed.

Even the label I had spent all day trying to understand wasn't mine.

“What is your name?”

He hesitated.

“I've had several.”

“Pick one.”

He looked at Daniel Vale.

“Gabriel.”

“Why?”

“Rebecca gave it to me.”

I turned toward the staircase.

“Rebecca knows you?”

“Very well.”

“How?”

“She raised me.”

The room seemed to tilt.

“No.”

“For eight years.”

“Rebecca was raising me.”

“Later.”

I stared at him.

“When?”

“Before you.”

Rebecca had an entire life before rescuing me.

Another child.

Another secret.

“Why didn't she tell me?”

Gabriel looked toward the ceiling.

“Ask her.”

I started toward the stairs.

He caught my wrist.

Marcus's gun moved instantly.

“Let her go.”

Gabriel released me.

But his grip had triggered something.

A flash.

Not memory.

Pain.

White walls.

A boy sitting beside me.

Older than me.

Dark hair.

A red rubber ball rolling across the floor.

I staggered.

“What?”

Gabriel watched my face.

“You remember.”

“No.”

“You do.”

“I've never met you.”

“Yes, you have.”

“When?”

“You were small.”

“How small?”

“Almost two.”

Rebecca had kept me until Daniel took me at twenty-two months.

Gabriel continued.

“You used to follow me everywhere.”

My chest tightened.

“No.”

“You couldn't say Gabriel.”

“What did I call you?”

His smile softened.

“Gabe.”

The word struck something.

A fragment.

A voice.

My own child's voice.

*Gabe.*

I backed away.

Daniel Vale caught my arm.

“You okay?”

“No.”

Gabriel looked almost sad.

“I wondered whether Daniel erased all of it.”

“Erased?”

I stared at him.

“My father erased my memory?”

“Not intentionally.”

“What does that mean?”

“He put you through trauma treatment.”

Samuel's name returned to me.

Behavioral conditioning.

Memory research.

“No.”

Gabriel continued.

“You were having seizures.”

Rebecca had said I hated locked doors.

Hospitals.

That I screamed at night.

“After Daniel took you, Samuel treated you.”

“Did he erase you?”

“Parts.”

“Why?”

“Because remembering me meant remembering Project EVE.”

I felt sick.

“And Dad allowed that?”

“He thought forgetting would save you.”

Again.

Protection.

Always protection.

---

A gunshot sounded upstairs.

Everyone moved.

Marcus reached the staircase first.

I followed.

We emerged into the wine cellar.

Another shot.

Then Claire screamed.

“Victoria!”

I ran.

We reached the library.

Victoria was still on the floor where Reginald had shot her.

But now Claire was pressing both hands against the wound.

Rebecca stood near the fireplace holding a gun.

Elena crouched behind the desk.

Reginald was gone.

“What happened?”

“His men came back,” Elena said.

“Where are the children?”

“Garden.”

“Safe?”

“For now.”

“Reginald?”

Rebecca pointed toward the hidden corridor.

“He went downstairs.”

My stomach dropped.

“Toward Gabriel.”

“Yes.”

Gabriel emerged behind us.

Rebecca saw him.

The gun slipped from her hand.

“Gabe.”

His entire expression changed.

Not the calm, amused man from the laboratory.

A child appeared in his face.

“Becca.”

She crossed the room.

He met her halfway.

Rebecca wrapped her arms around him.

I stared.

She had held me like that less than two hours earlier.

Not duty.

Not strategy.

Motherhood.

Again.

“You're alive,” she whispered.

Gabriel closed his eyes.

“You left me.”

Rebecca pulled back.

“No.”

“You did.”

“I thought you died.”

“You always think we die.”

Her face collapsed.

“I came back.”

“Twenty-eight years later.”

“I came back.”

Gabriel looked at me.

“For her.”

Rebecca followed his gaze.

“Yes.”

Something painful entered his expression.

I understood.

He had spent decades wondering why Rebecca saved me when she couldn't save him.

“You chose her.”

“No.”

“You did.”

“She was a baby.”

“So was I.”

“You were nine.”

“I was still a child.”

Rebecca began crying.

“I know.”

Gabriel's anger broke.

He looked away.

For a moment, the terrifying scientific mystery disappeared.

He was simply an abandoned boy who had grown older without appearing to age.

“Where did Reginald take you?” Rebecca asked.

“St. Augustine.”

“Why couldn't I find you?”

“He changed my identity.”

“Why?”

Gabriel looked at Edmund.

“To study me.”

Edmund stepped into the library.

Rebecca's face hardened.

“You.”

Edmund shook his head.

“I didn't know Gabriel survived.”

Gabriel laughed.

“Another scientist who didn't know what happened in his own laboratory.”

“Reginald controlled the program.”

“And you created it.”

“Yes.”

At least Edmund no longer denied responsibility.

“Why don't you age?” I asked Gabriel.

He looked at me.

“I do.”

“Not normally.”

“No.”

“What did they do?”

“They didn't know.”

“Then?”

“I was born this way.”

Edmund stepped closer.

“That isn't possible.”

Gabriel smiled.

“That's why Reginald spent sixty years studying me.”

Edmund stared.

“Your cells…”

“Repair.”

“Spontaneously?”

“Yes.”

Samuel had said my cells repaired differently too.

I looked between us.

“Are we related?”

Gabriel became silent.

Rebecca looked away.

“Mom.”

She flinched at the word.

“Are Gabriel and I related?”

“Yes.”

“How?”

She swallowed.

“Same father.”

The room became silent.

“Daniel Vale?”

“No.”

“Edmund?”

“No.”

“Alexander?”

“No.”

I almost screamed.

“Then who?”

Gabriel answered.

“Reginald.”

Elena went completely still.

Her father.

Again.

I stared at Gabriel.

“Reginald Shaw is our biological father?”

“Partly.”

I groaned.

“No more partly.”

Gabriel almost smiled.

“Fair.”

Rebecca stepped forward.

“Gabriel was conceived naturally.”

“With Reginald?”

“Yes.”

“Consensually?”

Her face tightened.

“No.”

Everything inside me cooled.

Gabriel looked away.

I understood immediately why Rebecca had never told me.

“I'm sorry.”

He shrugged.

The gesture was too practiced.

“It happened before I was born.”

“That doesn't mean it didn't happen to you too.”

His eyes returned to mine.

Something shifted.

Trust, perhaps.

Very small.

“But Reginald isn't my father,” I said.

Rebecca shook her head.

“No.”

“Then how are we related?”

“Through me.”

Half-siblings maternally?

But she had said same father.

I frowned.

“You just said same father.”

Rebecca looked confused.

“No. I said—”

Gabriel interrupted.

“She didn't say that.”

“Yes, she did.”

“No.”

Everyone went still.

I replayed the conversation in my head.

I had asked.

Same father.

Rebecca answered.

Yes.

Had she?

Or had I heard what I expected?

Gabriel stepped closer.

“This is what they did to you.”

“What?”

“Memory substitution.”

My skin went cold.

“No.”

“You fill gaps with expected information.”

“Everyone does that.”

“Not like you.”

I looked at Daniel Hart.

His face had gone white.

“You knew.”

“Ava.”

“What did Samuel do to me?”

“He treated the seizures.”

“What else?”

Daniel looked toward the floor.

“Dad.”

“Memory stabilization.”

“What does that mean?”

Gabriel answered.

“He made you suggestible.”

My stomach dropped.

“For how long?”

“Possibly permanently.”

“No.”

“That is why Reginald wants you.”

“Because I'm suggestible?”

“Because your memory can be rewritten.”

The entire day changed shape.

Every revelation.

Every contradiction.

Every time someone told me who I was.

What if the problem wasn't only that they were lying?

What if my own memory couldn't reliably distinguish what I had heard from what I had later been told?

I touched my forehead.

“What do I actually know?”

Gabriel looked at me with terrible sympathy.

“That's the question Daniel was trying to help you answer.”

“Which Daniel?”

“Hart.”

My father.

“What did he do?”

“He built a record outside your memory.”

“Where?”

“The house.”

I looked around.

“The security cameras.”

“More.”

“The documents.”

“More.”

“The recordings.”

“More.”

“What?”

Gabriel pointed toward the foyer.

“The mirrors.”

I stared.

“What about them?”

“Daniel installed them after Samuel's treatment.”

My pulse accelerated.

“Why?”

“Cameras.”

Inside the mirrors.

Recording continuously.

My father had documented my life.

Not to control me.

To give me an external memory.

“Where are the recordings?”

Gabriel pointed toward the hidden red-door corridor.

“Archive chamber.”

Reginald had gone there.

I ran.

---

The chamber beneath the wine cellar contained another door I hadn't noticed.

Gabriel entered a code.

**COMPASS**

It opened.

Rows of storage drives.

Thousands.

Dates.

Years.

My entire childhood.

My adolescence.

College.

Marriage.

Everything.

I felt violated.

Then grateful.

Then violated again.

Daniel Hart had watched.

Recorded.

Saved.

Because he knew my memory had been manipulated.

A terminal glowed.

One file was open.

**AVA — ORIGINAL RECOVERY**

Age twenty-two months.

I pressed play.

Rebecca appeared.

Younger.

Holding a toddler.

Me.

Daniel Hart stood across from her.

And beside him—

Gabriel.

He looked approximately nine.

Exactly as he looked in the fragment that had returned to me.

Rebecca handed me to Daniel.

I screamed.

Reached for Gabriel.

He cried too.

“Gabe!”

My child's voice.

Real.

Not implanted.

Not suggested.

Gabriel stood beside me now.

His eyes filled with tears.

“You remember.”

“Yes.”

The video continued.

Rebecca said:

**You cannot let Reginald find her.**

Daniel asked:

**Why does he want her?**

Rebecca looked toward Gabriel.

**Because she remembers him.**

My heart stopped.

Daniel frowned.

**She's not two years old. What could she possibly remember?**

Rebecca's answer was quiet.

**Not him. What he did.**

The video changed.

A second file.

Recorded one week earlier.

Project EVE laboratory.

I was in a crib.

Gabriel sat beside me.

Reginald entered.

He looked younger.

Forties.

He approached another child.

A boy.

Maybe five.

The boy was crying.

Reginald injected something into his IV.

The boy convulsed.

Rebecca rushed into the room.

She screamed at Reginald.

The audio distorted.

Then Reginald turned toward the camera.

Toward me.

He noticed I was awake.

Watching.

My toddler face stared at him.

Reginald walked toward the crib.

The video ended.

I couldn't breathe.

“What happened next?”

Gabriel didn't answer.

“What happened?”

“You bit him.”

The memory returned.

A man's hand.

My mouth.

Blood.

Not when I was four.

Earlier.

I had bitten Reginald as a toddler.

Daniel Hart's story about the winter break-in had been another constructed memory.

“Why did Dad change the story?”

“To give the memory somewhere safe to live.”

A false context around a true fragment.

I began crying.

“My whole childhood…”

“Was real.”

I looked at Gabriel.

“Was it?”

“Yes.”

“How do you know?”

“Because Daniel recorded it.”

That was both comforting and horrifying.

The terminal beeped.

Someone was accessing the archive remotely.

**ADMINISTRATOR LOGIN**

Gabriel's face changed.

“Reginald.”

“What is he doing?”

“Deleting.”

Files began disappearing.

My childhood.

One year at a time.

Age four.

Five.

Six.

“No!”

Gabriel typed.

Access denied.

Age seven disappeared.

Eight.

Nine.

I grabbed the drives.

“They're physical.”

“Encryption keys are being deleted.”

“Can we stop him?”

“Need master authorization.”

“Who has it?”

Gabriel looked at me.

“You.”

“Why?”

“Daniel made you the archive owner.”

“I don't know the password.”

Gabriel pointed toward the screen.

A prompt appeared.

**WHAT MAKES SOMEONE BRAVE?**

My mother's voice returned.

The kitchen.

Strawberries.

Yellow dress.

*Do you know what makes someone brave?*

I whispered the answer.

“Being scared and deciding something else matters more.”

The terminal unlocked.

Deletion stopped.

A final file remained open.

**DO NOT DELETE — AVA AGE 9**

The year my mother supposedly died.

I opened it.

Video.

Night.

My bedroom.

Evelyn sat beside me.

Daniel stood at the door.

They were arguing.

Evelyn said:

**She remembers too much.**

Daniel answered:

**Then we tell her the truth.**

**She's nine.**

**She's ours.**

Evelyn began crying.

**Reginald found us.**

Daniel froze.

**How?**

Evelyn looked toward the camera.

Then whispered:

**Ryan.**

I stopped breathing.

Ryan would have been a child too.

Maybe ten.

Daniel frowned in the video.

**Who is Ryan?**

Evelyn answered:

**Victoria's boy. She brought him to the foundation today.**

My skin went cold.

Ryan and I had met long before the gallery.

I simply didn't remember.

The video continued.

**He recognized Ava.**

Daniel stared.

**From where?**

Evelyn whispered:

**St. Augustine.**

The file ended.

I turned toward Gabriel.

“Ryan was at St. Augustine as a child.”

“Yes.”

“You knew?”

“No.”

A sound came from the doorway.

We turned.

Ryan stood there.

No handcuffs.

No police.

Nothing.

Just Ryan.

His face was pale.

“How did you get here?”

He ignored the question.

His eyes remained on the frozen video frame.

“I remember that day.”

I stepped backward.

“Ryan.”

“I remember you.”

Gabriel moved between us.

Ryan looked at him.

Then at me.

His voice broke.

“The gallery wasn't the first time we met.”

“I know.”

“No.”

He shook his head.

“Not the foundation either.”

My skin chilled.

“When?”

Ryan's eyes filled with tears.

“St. Augustine.”

I couldn't move.

“How old?”

“Eight.”

“And me?”

“Seven.”

That didn't fit the video timeline exactly.

Unless our birthdays were false.

Everything was.

“What happened?”

Ryan looked toward the deleted archive.

“They put us in the same room.”

“Why?”

“To see whether we would recognize each other.”

“Did we?”

“Yes.”

“How?”

Ryan's face collapsed.

“Because we'd met before.”

“Where?”

He looked at Gabriel.

Then back at me.

“In Project EVE.”

My pulse pounded.

“You were there?”

“Yes.”

“Why don't you remember?”

“I do.”

The answer terrified me.

“You always remembered?”

“Parts.”

“And you never told me?”

“Victoria taught me not to.”

“Why?”

“Because she said if you remembered me, Reginald would come back.”

I stared at the man I had married.

The man who abused me.

The man who had been part of my forgotten childhood.

“What did we do in Project EVE?”

Ryan began crying.

“They tested us together.”

“What tests?”

“Fear.”

Gabriel went still.

Ryan continued.

“They would hurt one of us and measure the other.”

I felt sick.

“Why?”

“To see whether attachment changed the response.”

My memories flickered.

A boy crying.

A red rubber ball.

A locked door.

Not Gabriel?

Ryan?

Both?

“They made us bond.”

“Yes.”

My stomach turned.

“And years later Victoria arranged our marriage.”

Ryan nodded.

“Did she know?”

“I think so.”

That changed everything.

Not the assault.

Never that.

But the architecture of our relationship.

The gallery.

The attraction.

The strange feeling that I had known him before.

It had not been destiny.

It had been conditioning.

Ryan stepped toward me.

Gabriel blocked him.

“Stay there.”

Ryan stopped.

“I came back because I remembered something else.”

“What?”

“Reginald didn't run after the shooting.”

I frowned.

“He went downstairs.”

“No.”

“We saw him.”

“You saw someone.”

My skin chilled.

“What do you mean?”

“Reginald taught us something at St. Augustine.”

“What?”

“How to identify him.”

“Why?”

“In case he changed faces again.”

My stomach tightened.

“How?”

Ryan pointed

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